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  A Mate’s Redeeming Touch

  Copyright 2016 by Merryn Dexter

  ISBN: 978-1-61333-990-9

  Cover art by Fiona Jayde

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  Table of Contents

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Epilogue

  A Mate’s Healing Touch by Merryn Dexter

  Dear Reader,

  Thank you so much for joining me once again as I explore the wonderful world that is the Tao Pack.

  I must say thank you to my pack-mates who are the authors of the Black Hills Wolves Series. Their friendship and support is a gift I will treasure always.

  I hope you enjoyed reading Ven and Caitlyn’s story and like the little snippets you get of Hannah and Caleb’s life since they mated in A Mate’s Healing Touch. The extended Burrows-Saunders family is going from strength to strength and I will be working hard to find a happy ever after for Connor now that his brother and sister are mated. I also have a secret project which will involve another member of the Burrows clan you haven’t yet met so keep your eyes peeled for more stories from me!

  As a military spouse it can be hard to maintain contact and I have found that the friendships that endure are the ones that don’t keep score. They don’t care if you spoke to each other yesterday or last year. They open their arms, their homes, their hearts whenever you need them. I strive hard to be this type of friend.

  I’d love to hear what you think of the book so please drop me a line at [email protected] or find me on Facebook or Twitter @merryndexter. I also have a blog http://merryndexter.blogspot.com/ where I talk about my work, my life and my love of travel.

  Thanks again for reading

  Black Hills Wolves Stories

  Wolf’s Return

  What a Wolf Wants

  Black Hills Desperado

  Wolf’s Song

  Claiming His Mate

  When Hell Freezes

  Portrait of a Lone Wolf

  Alpha in Disguise

  A Wolf’s Promise

  Reluctant Mate

  Diamond Moon

  Wolf on a Leash

  Tempting the Wolf

  Naming His Mate

  A Wolf Awakens

  The Wolf and the Butterfly

  Infiltrating Her Pack

  Omega’s Heart

  Rebel’s Claw

  Claiming the She-Wolf

  Worth Fighting For

  Dangerous

  Uncaged

  Promiscuous Wolf

  Disquieted Souls

  A Cougar Among Wolves

  Long Road Home

  A Mate’s Healing Touch

  Another Chance

  Broken Silence

  A Wolf’s Contract

  A Mate’s Redeeming Touch

  Winter Solstice Run

  Wolf’s Holiday

  Winter Magic

  Winter Secrets

  Winter Solstice Ménage

  Wolf in Winter Clothing

  Murder in Los Lobos

  Scent of Murder

  Scent of the Hunt

  Scent of His Woman

  Scent of Madness

  Coming Soon

  A Wolf’s Contract

  A Mate’s Redeeming Touch

  A Cougar Among Wolves

  Pleasure Me

  Secrets of the Hunt

  Craving His Love

  Also by Merryn Dexter

  A Mate’s Healing Touch

  A Mate’s Redeeming Touch

  Ven Thorne is a lone wolf with a bad attitude caused by his difficult childhood. Forced to return to pack life, he is tasked with rebuilding the gas station on the outskirts of Los Lobos. Ven works for Ryker, the pack enforcer and will act as sentinel and lookout when the station reopens.

  Caitlyn Burrows has recently returned to Los Lobos with her family. A victim of Magnum Tao, the pack’s evil ex-Alpha, she is terrified of men and her natural omega nature is making it hard for her to make friends. Her family is determined to see Caitlyn happy.

  A chance encounter between Ven and Caitlyn reveals they are mates, something that neither of them is happy about! He’s mean and angry; she’s timid and shy. Can two such opposites find common ground?

  Unable to stay away from his Little Red, Ven comforts, protects, and, at her urging, shows Caitlyn how the touch of a man should feel. Madly in love with her, Ven fears he cannot be the mate Caitlyn deserves. He’s too messed up from the past, ostracized from the pack and poor to boot. He can’t see the Burrows Princess slumming it in his rundown trailer.

  Caitlyn decides it is past time to take control of her life and is determined to prove to Ven that she is the mate that he needs.

  Can she make him see that the Fates are right and that their only chance of happiness is together or will the ghosts from the past keep them apart forever?

  Dedication

  To M. Thank you for supporting me as I follow my dreams.

  A Mate’s Redeeming Touch

  A Black Hills Wolves Story

  By

  Merryn Dexter

  Chapter One

  A force of nature, more power than grace, the gray wolf pounded through the trees. His scent overlaid the familiar route, providing a territorial marker and guiding his passage. He twisted through the towering pines, sending a shower of pebbles flying as he loped up an incline and down toward a clearing in the trees.

  The click of his claws on the stones, the whisper of the breeze through the trees, and the splash of water in the nearby river were the only sounds. Birds and other forest dwellers fell silent in his path, and his tongue lolled out in a grin as he barreled along. Top of the food chain, predator elite, no creature in the vicinity could offer him challenge. He was magnificent, a dominant in his prime, the undisputed master of his surroundings, king of all he survey….

  “Hey, kiddo.”

  The wolf drew up so sharply, his rear paws collapsed beneath him, leaving him sitting like a fucking lapdog at the feet of Gee Rivermoon, bear shifter, enigma, and one huge burr in his fur. At six foot seven, Gee was one of the very few men associated with the Tao pack who over-topped him in his two-legged form.

  The wolf had very little time for two-legs these days. He could patrol more efficiently as a wolf. Two-legs had an annoying habit of talking, something he preferred to avoid in either of his forms. The bear gave him a look he recognized all too well from his wayward youth. Gee
had something to say, and he’d better damn well listen.

  “We need to talk, Ven.”

  Being right sucked ass. The wolf growled and retreated a few steps from the huge shifter.

  “Shift.” Gee spoke softly, but his thick arms were folded in a take-no-nonsense stance. The wolf curled a lip and growled his defiance again, making sure to be out of swiping range first in case the bear decided he’d pushed his luck. A sharp scent caught his attention, and his head whipped around to face the new threat. A large reddish wolf paced from beneath the pines, the flecks of gold in his thick fur catching the sun as he prowled closer. Ven shifted his position until he could watch both the bear and the approaching wolf. The Enforcer had come for him.

  He was royally fucked. Wolf burger with a side order of those nasty fried pickles Gee loved to dish up in his bar.

  Lowering his massive bulk, he adopted a stance close enough to deferential to get away with it. Tension vibrated through him as he braced for the first sign of attack. A shimmer in the air caught him off guard as the reddish wolf transformed into his human form. Why would he shift to a weaker form if he’s come to kill me?

  Ryker rose to his feet, long black hair drifting gently in the breeze doing nothing to soften the stark planes of his face. The blunt features and black eyes spoke of their shared Native American heritage, but the Enforcer was no brother to Ven. Angling his body to mirror Gee’s, face expressionless, Ryker spoke a single word.

  “Shift.”

  The dominance in the command rolled across the open space toward him, compelling the most instinctive part of his makeup. Ven reached for his human form, shocked when his wolf resisted his command. He gave a hard mental shove and tried again but his animal snarled its defiance inside his mind. Digging deep, he tried again.

  And again.

  Panic rose as the wolf refused to shift and Ven cast around the clearing, keeping his head down to avoid eye contact. If the Enforcer thinks I’m deliberately disobeying him…. The trickle of water over rocks caught his attention and he loped quickly over to the river. It ran slow and smooth here and the surface barely rippled as he stared into the reflective surface.

  The black-eyed wolf, the other half of his soul, regarded him, lips curled away to reveal sharp white teeth, thick gray hackles raised across his shoulders. This is how we should be, always. Strong, protected, invulnerable. The wolf held firm and a ripple of fear struck Ven.

  Focusing hard, he looked beyond the reflection as he pictured himself in human form. Long dark hair secured off his face with two braids, dark skin like burnished mahogany, black eyes set deep above a sharp, proud nose. Full lips twisted in a perpetual sneer above his pointed chin. Once he had his face set, the rest of his image snapped into place. He was a big man, maybe an inch or so shorter than Ryker, but thicker through the chest and solid muscle.

  With a grunt of effort, he forced his wolf down far enough to transition to his human form. The shift seemed to take forever and sweat soaked his skin by the end of it. Crouching on the ground, lungs sawing with effort, he scooped one hand into the water of the river and splashed his face. The shocking cold chased away the last vestiges of fear, and he became aware of the two men standing close by.

  Hating the vulnerability of kneeling before them he shoved hard to his feet, ignoring the ache in his muscles. He staggered. Gee grabbed his arm in a meaty fist, preventing a humiliating tumble onto his naked ass. Naked ass. Where the hell are my clothes? He’d never not manifested his clothing during his shift before. Not all wolves could do it, but he had the ability to shift without stripping down to his skin.

  “How long had you been wolf?” Ryker spoke in a mild, deceptive tone. Never one to shout, his calm, measured voice turned Ven’s blood to ice.

  Brow furrowed, he tried to remember when he’d last stood on two legs and found he couldn’t place it exactly. There had been the first dusting of snow on the ground. Now the trail edges were a sea of yellow flowers, early spring sunshine bringing the meadow zizia into full glory.

  Tugging his arm free from Gee’s grip, he braced his bare feet to make sure he held his stance. Since childhood, his best form of defense had always been attack and he channeled the ever-present well of anger bubbling in his gut. Better to be angry than scared. His lack of awareness of the passing of time seriously spooked him. He twisted his upper lip into a sneer, an expression he’d perfected and wore like a shield.

  “What the fuck difference does it make? I run my patrols. I keep this northern section safe. Why do you care whether I do it as wolf or man?” His belligerence was legendary amongst the pack. Whatever else people called him, and they had a few prime choices, Ven would never be called a people-person. Or a wolf’s-wolf.

  What-the-fuck-ever.

  “It makes a difference when it takes you ten minutes to shift. It makes a difference when I have to put you in a hole in the ground because you forget your humanity and go rogue.” Ryker’s tone never altered throughout his speech. And, for a wolf who rationed the words he used to the point of being monosyllabic, two sentences counted as a speech.

  Shock rippled through Ven. Ten minutes to shift? Flicking his horrified gaze to Gee, the sympathy shining brightly in the old bear’s eyes morphed Ven’s horror to anger. He hated pity more than anything else. Disdain, anger, disappointment rolled off his back like water. Pity carried ghosts of the past. Ghosts the pack seemed determined he should never forget.

  He’d had a gutful of it when his feckless parents abandoned him, leaving a confused eleven-year-old to cope with the vicious rigors of pack life under Magnum Tao. And the very unwelcome attentions of his Uncle Silas. He had learned too young and too often the one lesson he needed to survive. Keeping the nasty bastards in life from attacking meant becoming the meanest of the lot.

  The ghosts rose, the way they always did when he lowered his guard. Foul breath huffed against his neck. Jagged nails scraped against his skin. His stomach heaved in reaction. He clamped his jaw tight, grinding his teeth to hold in the pathetic whimper crawling up his throat. Never again. Never. Again. The litany echoed in his head until the roiling in his gut subsided.

  “It’s time to change your mission, and now that I’ve seen you, I’m worried we have left it too long.” Ryker’s deep voice chased the last cobwebs of memory away. He glared in the direction of the Enforcer, although he kept his eyes averted to the left. Ryker raised an eyebrow and Ven lowered his head farther as his wolf strained hard to be free again. The wildness of his other half rode him hard. A sprinkling of hair flashed and receded along his arms as he battled the urge to shift.

  Gee spoke, his deep voice a gruff but welcome diversion. “The gas station on the approach into town has been ruined too long. We can’t afford to leave any part of our territory unprotected. Given the recent murders, Drew has ordered all remote members of the pack to be rotated closer to home.”

  “Murders?” The word blurted from between his lips. His lack of awareness prompted a long meeting of eyes between the bear and the Enforcer. Embarrassment prickled his neck. The silent disapproval of the two had been a regular feature of his youth. At thirty, he couldn’t keep screwing up this badly. What the fuck had been happening in town? How the fuck did I lose track of an entire season?

  He forced the unease down and focused on the rest of Gee’s words. The gas station stood at the opposite end of pack territory. Its position about ten miles out on the only road into town made it the last place Ven wanted to visit. The road meant people, the gas station meant people stopping. And talking. He shuddered at the very idea of it.

  “What does the gas station have to do with me?” Ven had a sneaking suspicion about the direction of the conversation, and he didn’t like the sound of it.

  “Your new assignment is to refurbish and run the gas station.” Ryker spoke this time. He and Gee were a regular conversational tag team.

  “Fuck, no!” He couldn’t suppress the snarled words. Fisting his hands, cla
ws dug and cut into his flesh as his wolf battered against his skin, fighting to be free. The fury and force of its challenge for dominance nearly dropped him to his knees.

  “Don’t make me do it.” The Enforcer’s expression remained unreadable, but Ven knew he’d crossed the line. Crossed it hard.

  Gee reached out and touched Ryker on the shoulder and the Enforcer swung away, striding toward the tree line. “Explain it, Gee.” His soft voice carried easily. The air shimmered, like heat haze on the horizon and the man departed in a flash of autumn-colored fur as he raced into the shadows beneath the pines.

  Ven glanced at Gee, hating the sympathy once again written on his face.

  “It’s a good idea, Ven. Whether you realize it or not, you need to reconnect with the pack.” The big man shifted his stance, subtly creating distance between them that gave Ven a chance to leash the wolf tighter. “As the town grows, the traffic into Los Lobos is increasing and we need someone we can trust guarding the road. Rumors are spreading into the local community as the demand for supplies draws attention. We need you there to keep an eye on who is coming into town and to act as a sentry point. Strangers tend to stop there and fill up, check for directions, grab a cold soda. Your job will be to discourage the curious. With your winning personality, you’ll be perfect for the job.”

  Hotheaded he might be, but no one had ever called Ven stupid. He read the underlying message in the words the bear didn’t speak. It was a test of loyalty. Something had changed in the pack and there would be no more leeway given to isolated members. Drew had been keen to demonstrate he would be a better Alpha than his father, refusing to impose his will on the pack. No more, apparently.